Exhausted. Oldest brother and closest relative (good friend) had a heart attack two weeks ago today, and it went downhill from there. Fortunately, he's v v strong and strong willed and he is stable and may live for ... (who knows?). Sadly, he said he doesn't want to. When I asked then why the hell did he fight so hard to live (and he did!), he said cause of his kids' whinning. Too funny, and so typical of all of us -- a truly fine example of our genetically encoded inability to do what we do for ourselves. **Sigh**
Been struggling with letting friend move in with me for nearly two months now. Quite simply, I shouldn't let him. He's back with the woman he loves and she thinks they are a couple. He says they're "talking" (a euphemism). For the life of me, I cannot understand why he would want to live with me. He knows all too well how I feel, how oftentimes I cannot control my hurt, and how strongly I feel about his relationship. **More sighs**
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